Monday, June 27, 2011

The week after is always hard

I found myself face first in God's presence again tonight. 
          Seems to be happening a lot lately. 
Whether I'm crocheting a hat, eating dinner, or simply driving down the road; God's presence keeps on falling on me, intensely.
The recent decision I made has been crushing my flesh. My spirit is soaring.
God has told me it is the right thing, but oh how the flesh will grow strong if we let it. I can't believe over the last year how little by little I ignored God's small whisper to me. He told me things to protect me and my precious heart. Seems like I would learn by now that God knows best.
I feel as though I was a stubborn teenager that thought I knew better. 
God has been telling me over and over and over again lately that the plan he has for me is beautiful and everything I've ever dreamt of. He just keeps telling me to seek him and the things he has for people. God has been giving me my strength.

         I really don't want anything unless it's what God has for me.

Every time I go my own way, I end up flat on my face praying that God helps me out of it.
I'm ready to follow everything he has for me. I just pray strength.
Sometimes I can just feel Satan tremble when I cry out to my Father. It feels so nice.

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