You Make Beautiful Things, Out of Dust

Play this song while reading,

it's entertaining,

& Beautiful of course.

My List of Things I wanted to do in MI:


-GH Beach
-Butches
-Chans
-Spend SO much time with Emma
-Spend A TON of time with Grace
-Stay at each of my sisters' house
-See as many SL people as possible
-Boat ride in SL & Lake MI
-See Sarah Boogerd
-Have fun at the cabin
-Kayak with Grace

LIST slmost ACCOMPLISHED!


Guatemala List:
-Move there.
-See people healed.


... it will happen.
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As my summer of travelling comes closer to a close, I am anxious... yet terrified. 
Im ready to draw closer to God and have him be the love of my life.
There are just so many things that I know I'm going to have to cling to Abba for, otherwise I'll fall back. 
Im excited for my new place, and getting into horses again! That's for sure. 










I pray for the ministry, and I thank you for the amazing things you've been doing. 
I thank you for providing their every need, 
                        and making it more beautiful than we had imagined possible.
I pray for my family. And their struggle to draw close to you in their marriages. 
Father, I just want your love.

The week after is always hard

I found myself face first in God's presence again tonight. 
          Seems to be happening a lot lately. 
Whether I'm crocheting a hat, eating dinner, or simply driving down the road; God's presence keeps on falling on me, intensely.
The recent decision I made has been crushing my flesh. My spirit is soaring.
God has told me it is the right thing, but oh how the flesh will grow strong if we let it. I can't believe over the last year how little by little I ignored God's small whisper to me. He told me things to protect me and my precious heart. Seems like I would learn by now that God knows best.
I feel as though I was a stubborn teenager that thought I knew better. 
God has been telling me over and over and over again lately that the plan he has for me is beautiful and everything I've ever dreamt of. He just keeps telling me to seek him and the things he has for people. God has been giving me my strength.

         I really don't want anything unless it's what God has for me.

Every time I go my own way, I end up flat on my face praying that God helps me out of it.
I'm ready to follow everything he has for me. I just pray strength.
Sometimes I can just feel Satan tremble when I cry out to my Father. It feels so nice.